keeping to yourself

Fuck all the drama and all the bullshit I am keeping to my self.
You worried about you and keeping talking shit. Ill keep to myself.
Its a waste of my time and dose me no good. Ill keep to myself.
My job is less stressful and I know I ill improve if I just keep to myself.
I may not break a sweat while I am doing what I do but for now on ill keep to my self.
Fuck you and your family even though they are mine to. Ill keep to myself.
When your never been there and never cared attitude. You tell me to keep to myself.
For now on as far as caring is concerned. Ill keep to myself.

#venting blog

More to come its been 2 long

Where Have You Been?!?!?!?!?!?

Where have I been… well let’s see I have been working a lot like always. My friends help keep me sane when I am off though and I am grate full for that … I have had a few issues come into my families life and it has been a lot to think about. My uncle was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancers last month. It is in his lungs in his liver and on his strum. He has been the major father figure in my life and I love him like a dad and I can’t even start to think about what I would have done with out him teaching the things he has. This month he has had 3 chemo treatments and all his blood work is looking good, which is a blessing. He is having a benefit for him October 28th and I work that week but I am going to try and be there as well as join in on the poker run. If anyone that reads this want to go let me know (the 2 people that I know read this … ) I am being told by my friend that I need to blog more or she will kill me so I am going to try and full fill her request. = ^ ). Many things are going on and I need to start posting just to release it I guess (so much for this being just random thoughts LOL) maybe a video or 2 and a few pictures who knows. More to come when it shows up & Thank you for reading

Its Been crazy ... and a give away.

i know i have not posted here for a while and i will come back to posting an update later but right i want to mention that my friend is having another giveaway... go check it out here you could win 50 bucks to CSN Stores they have lots o stuff from tons of different stores around for more info on CSN or the giveaway check out my friends blog :) I will be back with an update later =^)

FREE STUFF

Disclaimer: this post was made for an entry in a contest =^)

my friend is having a give away. check out the rules and what it is she is giving away here. there are many ways to enter and win. she is a wonderful wife , mom, friend , and person all around and if you don't follow her you should! I have spoken about here in the Awards post a while back so just go check her out and you might even win something in the process.

Working For Yourself....

when do we cross the line when it comes to working "too much". i have recently pulled over 80 hours of over time and this got me thinking... why am i not dead yet? is it cause i have an office job? maybe but i am not tired of it nay i love to keep busy and work. now don't get me wrong i LOVE the paycheck as well but i got asked by my boss the other day " if you need to take a break i can have some one else cover your shift. and as i had been covering someone else shift and i am now on the last leg of my shift, i started to ask my self why am i not burned out as it were. i mean i have friends and i could be hanging out with but why am i isolating myself to my work $$$ aside? i think i am one of the few of my generation that doesn't mind working better yet enjoy working. when i am doing something and using the skills i have learned to complete a task i feel fulfilled and like i have earned the right to wake up the next morning. and when i am not at work i find more and more stuff to do while hanging out with friends or if i go to the clubs i usually clear the table i am sitting at and "help out" helping out almost got me thrown out of a hotel ... that's a story for another day. but my nickles worth here is that kids now a days have video games and computers that they will play with all day but when it comes to work if it is not within reach or if they have to turn off their game they don't want to do it. i say the fix for the next generation is for a complete change. i remember when we use to BEG my mom to outside.. now if you get grounded you have to go outside and play. lets take away the computers in the room and the video games in the room and the TV's even and lets get back to basics. make your kids earn everything they have from the games to the computer to the "cell phone" [another rant for later] if we would all get back to those basics then maybe we can save the future.

Poison And Their Thorn

If every rose has its thorn what do we do we do when we find a rose that appears to be thorn less? do we keep our self's on guard till that thorn is reveled? do we go about as if we know nothing about said thorn and act shocked when we get pricked? this is an issue i see many people deal with as they go about daily tasks in various parts of their life. if you get surprised that something went wrong wither it be in a relationship or in work or in anything else just remember Poison sang about it and we didn't listen. i am not saying to be hard to everything in your life. we all feel and need to express emotion as we are humans. what i am suggesting is that you do not let one thing ruin your day to day . if you had a good job and lost it .. o well start looking for something better you never know what may happen. if you lost you man or your woman. remember someone better looking might come along. or someone that will love all of your flaws might come along... or hell someone with more money. :) take you interactions with people and with everything you do with a grain of salt cause life is not that serious and we all will one day not be here so have fun and make the most of your rose while you have it and if you get pricked by said thorn. put a band-aid on it and move on to the next rose. =^)

Awards !!!

I have been given an award and not sure i am deserving of it i am not sure as i do not blog every day, week , or month but alias i have been given it by a great friend of mine.

she gave me the
award and i could not be Happier. i am glad to see that i have such a great friend that reads my thoughts and think they deserve an award >_< "Drop Box" its not really a blog rather more of a collection or funny stuff that he finds around the pipes of the interwebz. so to John R i give you the Nerd award

OK OK didn't mean for it to be that big but still love it. =^) go check out my two blogger's of the month of sorts and more to come :)